I cut for 20 minutes straight. I dissociated after a while of watching my blood run down the drain. My head honestly feels like it's about to explode. I'm dizzy and feeling really fucking shitty. I need to lye down but if I do I'm pretty sure I'll pass out.
Stupid fucking bitch.
oh gosh, are you feeling any better sweetie? sorry to hear about all this >< you're not a stupid bitch for doing it though - you didn't choose an ED or depression for starters and then things like cutting are extremely difficult to say no to. i hope you feel better today, :/ take care, xxxxx
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