I thought it was about time I updated on here seen as it's been before christmas. I had a good enough christmas day until I threw myself down a flight of stairs twice. A few days later I ended up in hospital for an OD and a few days ago I admitted myself in to a psychiatric hospital up in Aberdeen but it was terrible and so my mum took me home today.
I am doing a lot better now and am feeling quite positive. I'm going to get help for my eating disorder and help with the rape a few months ago as they are the two I have prioritised. I've also promised to my boyfriend and nephew that I will stop self harming and that I will never do it again and that's going to be the hardest thing in the world for me but I don't intend on breaking my promise.
That's all for now.
