I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), today and I really don't know what to think or feel about it. I actually feel like self harming but what is that going to achieve, it's not going to make me normal is it?
I just want my best friend Caroline at the moment, I need a hug from her. I wish she didn't live like 2 hours away from me. I feel really intense emotions but I don't know what they are.
I feel fucking horrible.
Self-harming isn't going to make you normal. It will probably only make you more BPD-ed (if that makes sense). Maybe you should call your friend and talk to her and maybe you can feel better or at least figure out what emotion(s) you are feeling. I have having such a weird mix of emotions that I don't know what they are. I hope you start feeling better though.
ReplyDeleteIf it makes you feel better, a lot of people get diagnosed incorrectly. I mean, my psych actually thought I was anorexic at one point. Lmao.
ReplyDeleteAww sweetie :( youre still YOU and you're still just as beautiful and lovely and amazing as you were the day before you were diagnosed :( don't let a label get you down love :( I hope you feel better soon, xxxxx
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