Months worth of emotions are now pouring out in the form of tears.

I want to fade away and forget about everything. I don't want to remember.

I can't wait to get away from this shit hole cause the constant reminders are tearing me apart, I hate this place, I hate everyone in this fucked up town, I hate HIM. It makes me fucking sick that people love him so much and he gets to live a happy normal life while I listen to his car drive down the street everynight then have to see his face in my head and that smug fucking smile.

I HATE HIM!