Monday 18 July 2011

Stupid idiot.

Make it stop, please? Make all of it stop.

A bath should be simple and relaxing but for me it's my worst nightmare. I thought it would be ok but it wasn't and now my leg is all fucked up with cuts...the most I have had in a long time.

Right now I don't want to live, I want to escape from all of this.

I'm scared of what I might do next.

Why can't I be normal? Why can't I stop shaking?

2 comments:

  1. I feel the same way right now. I'm just ready to die, but at the same time I'm afraid to do it.

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  2. I wish I couuld make it stop for you...
    Maybe try to stay away from triggering things?
    Also try and feel better.

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